...sigh...

There're times when I sense hesitation about my own feelings, my own thoughts that born from confusion. In fact, every morning, I look for myself into the mirror and think “what will happen to me today?” I always keep myself in a positive state, so every time I woke up; smiled and told myself that today will be better than yesterday. Of course it’s not easy as said; deal with the dry past, counter the bluntly present and head toward to ambiguity future.

‘You have to forgive to forget. And when you forget then you will feel it again’. I read this quote not a long time ago, and think it meaningless. But when I considered about it carefully, actually it’s true. I should seal the previous diary to unlock the new chapter in my life. It’s time for me to refresh and I hope this is not too late to say, forgive me for everything I’ve said and I really mean it. You've my thanks for making me realized that I can’t stay there for any longer…

As for now, clearly I have my aim that I must reach before heading to the next step of living. Person I’ve met, I believe I can place my hopes from fading by sharing them. Perhaps, my lone, silent nights that I was away crying for an eventuality will be over…